June 4th, 2002

broken heart, sad, heart


I had a really lousy day today food-wise. I've been having the most trouble with food the last year or so. I both want to eat healthy and have no idea what healthy food I'd even like to eat because I've been mostly eating either cafeteria food or fast food for so long. Anyway, dad and I went to the diner for dinner today (being the loser that I am, I forgot to eat until he got home from work. I have a hard time remembering to eat something if I'm by myself.) and I ordered meatloaf with gravy on the side, and with fries and applesauce for my two sides. On their first try, they forget that the gravy was supposed to be on the side, so they send it back to the kitchen for a very long time (with everything else on the plate too, which annoyed me. I wanted to start on the applesauce.) When they bring it back, take one bite of it and realize the whole gravy issue is a moot point, since their meatloaf has big chunks of green peppers in it. Unfortunately, I realized this only after taking a big bite of it and trying to identify the unusual flavor (I thought those chunks were celery). Thus, I had a eye headache and didn't feel so well. Also, there was a bug in my applesauce. >.< So I had about half a cup of soup (I was saving room for my meatloaf >.<), fries and a dinner roll to eat today. Now that my stomach has finally calmed down from the pepper and is hungry again, I should be sleeping. Bah. Food sucks. I wish that I could just live on Ultimate Bacon Cheeseburgers from Jack in the Box. I know they're terrible for me, but they've never upset my stomach or caused an allergic reaction or anything like that. Thus, I eat them more than I should, because I know they won't make me sick. I'm tired of having a delicate stomach and food sensitivities. I never used to. I blame cafeteria food for all of this. Bleh.

In other news, because penumbrafox was playing it the other day, I dug out Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past and played it most of the day today. I was in the dungeon for the third crystal in the dark world before I decided to quit for the day. I'm such a dork. We'll see if I can actually beat it this time. Maybe I have better motor skills than when I was younger. I doubt it.

I need a life. But I don't know that I want to be around people. It's gotten to the point where I delete about 4/5 of my comments and support requests before I'm finished writing them, because I decide that they're stupid and I don't want to bother people. Of course, I still post monumentally stupid things. It's also time to start up the summer session of squankygurps, which is hellish to schedule. The problem with my group of friends is that they are all individuals and thus rarely all form a consensus on things like meeting times, food preferences and sleep schedules. Also, clipdude and I are the only ones who have cars, and about half of my group is currently looking for work and thus don't know their schedules. I want a secretary to deal with all of this and just tell me when to show up so I can focus on fun things, like planning the next adventure. Bah.

Oh, and I haven't been able to send email since mid May, so if anyone's wondering why I'm ignoring them, that's probably why. I'll get it fixed fairly soon. I know how to fix it, I just keep getting sidetracked.
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