May 14th, 2002

dream, tired, sleep

Back at dad's

Well, I'm home from school for probably the last time, unless I actually apply to grad schools eventually. Graduation was ok, I guess. It was way too stuffy and formulaic for me. I don't like ceremonies that have basically the same form no matter who is participating in them, I guess. Also, I have a weird tan line now.

My 21st birthday is tomorrow. Jeff's actually going to be able to come this year (usually he's back home by now). That's pretty cool. Other than that, the guest list is almost identical to last year's, except qousqous is gone on his bike trip and I haven't invited Jason since I haven't seen him in quite a while and don't have any contact information for him. I'm also not sure I can get ahold of Io in time. I suck.

I'm trying to figure out what to do for choir next year. I'm not sure if I suck too much to get in to any good group. I probably do. I'm trying to decide if I should audition for groups like ORS and the symphonic choir anyway. I'm not sure what kind of group I belong in. I should have taken voice lessons this year. ^_^;;; I've been in choirs for most of my life, but I just don't think I'm at the level I need to be at for adult groups, and I'm not quite sure what I should do about it, since joining a church choir isn't an option for me and I want to keep singing. Bleh.

I'm going to quit typing now, since I'm on dad's computer (mine is still packed) and he has everything set up differently. It's driving me nuts. I'm also not sleeping well, because we have starlings nesting right above my room and they're so damn loud. Also I have no curtain for part of my window. Bleh. Need to move out. Need job. Need choir. Need a goddamn nap. Need to kill starlings first...
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